I can’t believe I’m moving in 3 days!! The first thing everyone asks me is if I’m excited. I am excited, but I’m not at the same time. I’m excited about starting something new and about opportunities that I’m going to have. I’m not so excited about leaving the place where I’m comfortable and the people that I love. It’s bitter sweet, but it’s not like I’m never going to see these people again. I’m only four hours away. At least I’m not moving to California or Kansas (I have a premonition that I’m going to wind up in Kansas one day). I’m still in the same state.
I’ve been very busy this week hanging out with all my friends for the last time before I leave. It’s been hard saying that FINAL goodbye (until Thanksgiving anyway), but surprisingly I haven’t been emotional at any point. Now, I realize that will come later, when I’m actually in Tampa, but for now I’m doing a lot better than I originally anticipated. I’m nervous and excited all at the same time, but I know that this is what I’m supposed to be doing. Since January, when I decided that I would be leaving in October, I’ve had a peace about this and it has never once wavered. That’s my confirmation that I’m doing the right thing.
So, the next post you read, I’ll be 4 hours down south and starting a new kind of life…
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